I've transitioned in the intervening time. By most measures my transition has gone well.
But it's not good. The further I get in my transition, the more isolated I get. One of the only good friends I've made since transitioning just told me we can't be friends anymore for a bunch of reasons on his end.
I'm devastated right now. A few minutes ago I was sitting on the floor trying to fold laundry and crying all over myself.
I don't know what to do. This is a really lonely existence.